Broken

Hi everyone! I know! Two posts in a row! What is even happening?

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I suppose it's true. Broken people break things.

When you are on surrounded by happiness, joy, and love - it is easy to succumb to the darkness.

You don’t deserve this.

They are lying.

You deserve to be alone.

They will leave.

When you are on surrounded by happiness, joy, and love - it is easy to revert to what you know.

You don’t deserve this.

They don’t really know you.

You deserve to be alone.

They don’t really like you.

When you are on surrounded by happiness, joy, and love - it is easy to push everyone away.

You don’t deserve this.

How could they love you?

You deserve to be alone.

Who could love you?

When you are on surrounded by happiness, joy, and love - it isn’t easy.

But you deserve it.

They aren’t lying.

You do not deserve to be alone.

They aren’t going to leave.

You do deserve this.

They do really know you.

You do not deserve to be alone.

They do really like you.

You do deserve this.

Why wouldn’t they love you?

You deserve to be loved.

Who couldn’t love you?

It is hard to break the cycle. It takes guts, determination, love, and clarity.

It is okay to be afraid, that is natural.

But you have to fight it.

Don’t push the happiness, joy, and love away.

You deserve it.

Nobody, not even yourself, can take that away from you.

Break the cycle – shatter it to pieces.

Take a sledgehammer, slam it into your insecurities.

Make yourself remember you are important.

You are worthy of happiness, joy, and love.

I suppose it's true. Broken people do break things, just not their own happiness, joy, and love.

Not anymore.

17.6.2020. age. 24