Clouds of NegativityThe month of November has been one of the worst for me. One of the men who helped raise me passed away from an aggressive form of cancer,...
Eyes Open, Heart ClosedI recently purchased the Rachel Platten CD, Waves. Listening to those songs, this poem popped into my head. Eyes open Heart closed Me and...
NumbToday wasn't the best day. Everyday is a struggle with my depression, but today was especially hard. Numb Today was a bad day. I did...
Gone.My grandfather passed away today. Even though we had been anticipating it, him leaving us was a blow to our very souls. Gone. Through the...
Dream #4Had another dream..... That’s it. I’m done waiting for him to catch on. Its refreshing starting the day off without such a heavy wish...
Country Love Song. Pt. 3I wanted Colt and Stacy's story to end in the way my rekindling didn't. I wanted Stacy to have the boy she always wanted. Thank you for...
Country Love Song. Pt. 2Part Two of Colt and Stacy's story. I see him first. Six foot of pure muscle. His legs are wrapped in blue jeans that had to have been...
Country Love Song. Pt.1Recently, a friend of mine came back into my life. It was for a brief time, but I was happy we could reconnect. However, our rekindling...
Dream #3Had another dream last night... "Bella, you have to get up honey. You don't want to be late for the first day of your senior year!" My...
YouRecently, I was diagnosed with depression. I didn't handle the diagnosis well, and reverted into a shell. Luckily my friends and family...